Song 2- Selling’ Me Out

Lyrics to another song I wrote. Not entirely finished. Maybe. Not sure. Still subject to change I guess. Enjoy (also, fun fact, the title is a pun on the guys last name, Selle. Hopefully someone finds this as clever as I did. Moving on)

You’re a traitor
Thats what you are.
Because I know you,
I’ll be keeping you far
Away from me.
It didn’t have to be
but you had to be the star.
You betrayed me
for just a laugh.
And you can’t blame me
for doing the math.
Me minus you
Is what I’ll have to do
Because I know the truth.

Cause I’m just a game to you
That you can play at your own leisure
I mean nothing to you.
I’m sorry that you feel that way.
but If you wanna play
I’ll be putting you in timeout.
Maybe then you can keep your big mouth
From sellin’ me out.

You were my friend
Or so I thought.
I should’ve known
sex was all you sought.
You just abuse
and now you lose
everything I’ve got.
I can’t trust you.
I know too much.
I’m tired of being
just your crutch.
I’m more than just
an item of lust
That’s not yours anymore.

Cause I’m just a game to you
That you can play at your leisure
I mean nothing to you.
I’m sorry that you feel that way
but If you wanna play
I’ll be putting you in timeout.
Maybe then you can keep your big mouth
From sellin’ me out.

Is There?

Is there love for me

Or am I alone?

Lost in a world

Of dismal tone.

Forgotten and lost,

Just thrown to the side.

I’m consumed by

Feelings inside.

At night, when I dream,

I toss and I turn.

Looking for love,

For love, I yearn.

I wake up distressed,

Faced with a new day.

Living my life

The same old way.

Suggestions-responses requested.

Hey everyone,

it’s that time of the year again…SUMMER!!!! During the summer months, I lifeguard at a few pools. Some days tend to get pretty slow so on those days (when breaks are more frequent), I read books. Normally, my go to author is Nicholas Sparks, but now that I’ve read all but two of his books (which I’m waiting on from the library. God only knows how long that will take).I need suggestions on what to read this summer. I’m looking for something new!

My reading style is pretty much 98% fiction. I love a good romance story, but I also love adventure, with a touch of comedy. Mysteries are okay, but they can’t be predictable. I should warn I dislike science fiction for the most part. I enjoy some of the classics too.

Some books I’ve read in the past I’ve enjoyed( to give you an idea of my taste)

-Everything Nicholas Sparks

  • the entire Harry Potter series
  • the Beautiful Creatures series
  • the Hunger Games trilogy
  • Kissed by an Angel trilogy
  • most of the books by John Green

Series are nice but not necessary. I’m just struggling to remember single books I’ve read recently. But please comment your suggestions on what you think I might enjoy on the bottom. Please leave the title (or series) and author. Maybe a little description if you you’re up to it .

Thanks everyone! I really appreciate it.

-Laughy Baffy

No One Knows

(another oldie, but a goodie. It’s a year old so don’t worry to much)

No one knows what goes on inside.

Conceal, don’t feel. Always hide.

When I’m up late at night, cannot sleep,

I think of things that cut me deep.

No one knows how hard I try

To stop the tears I always cry.

Or how hard I try every night

To not give up; keep on the fight.

No one knows the secrets I bare.

I always feel like no ones there.

Why is life a constant struggle?

Buried beneath all this rubble.

No one knows the help I need.

I’m stuck here; I cannot succeed.

Can’t anyone hear me crying?

Help me! Help me! I am dying.