I want to feel like someone loves me.
It seems like a simple human right
That I just can’t seem to claim.
Love is linked to happiness
Which explains why I’m miserable.
I don’t want a boyfriend just to say I have one.
I just want someone to bring me joy.
I want to feel like I matter.
I want someone to make me smile.
I want someone to care about me
Because I’m tired of being the only one.
It exhausting telling myself each day
That life is worth living
When the list of reasons just gets shorter.
I need someone to make me feel
Like I’m not alone.
I need to feel like someone loves me,
Sorry I haven’t posted much lately. I moved back to college and have had non stop band camp for the last 10 days. Once I get the swing of my classes for this semester, expect lots of poems.
Sometimes life just sucks.
Little things will stress you out.
That’s just how it is.
When I go to sleep at night,
I never remember to pray
Because the only thing I’d ask for
Is to not see another day.
If God had any mercy,
I would pass in my sleep;
Lost in my dream world
Happily counting sheep.
The doors are closed.
Madness is shut in.
No escape for me.
I’m left in the dark.
Why am I ignored?
No one hears my screams.
Feel so unimportant.
What if I just disappeared?
What if I just never return?
I’ll tell you what.
No one will care.
No one will look.
No one will miss me.
All they seem to do about me is complain.
It brings my heart such conflict and pain.
They make me feel like I’m not worth anything.
Like I’m a slave and they’re my king.
They make me feel horrible about myself.
They’ve trapped me and I need to free myself.
But they push me down each time I try,
So all I can do is sit down and cry.
Looking into your eyes
Is like looking at the sun.
I can look for a few seconds
So I know what they look like,
But if I look for much longer,
I’ll end up getting hurt.