Rain has been sliding down the windowsill all day,
yet not a single tear has found its way down my face.
I’m too numb and too lost to understand what happened.
My biggest dream in life is gone now and so am I.
It turns out that happiness just wasn’t in the cards.
My one and only hope that life would improve someday
has just been thrown out the window and is gone for good.
I’ve been clinging to this hope since I was in high school.
That little thought at times was my only will to live.
Now I just don’t know what I’ll do from here. Maybe die?
I know my soul did today. Now it’s time to catch up.
Nothing to hold me back anymore. I’ve no regrets.
Baffy Basics 
Hang in there. Things will get better.
Also, I love this. 🙂
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It may seem bleak right now but you will find love again. Usually when you least expect it. Dont think that theres nothing left for you because you’re only just starting! This is from a guy with 2 failed marriages behind him! You have to have hope. Hope is powerful. Besides I’m enjoying your blog, dont want to have to find another one now do I 😜 take care of yourself first and foremost.
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I felt the same in 2007 and it’s 11 years later, and I’m better for it.
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Have faith 💓
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