Rain has been sliding down the windowsill all day,
yet not a single tear has found its way down my face.
I’m too numb and too lost to understand what happened.
My biggest dream in life is gone now and so am I.
It turns out that happiness just wasn’t in the cards.
My one and only hope that life would improve someday
has just been thrown out the window and is gone for good.
I’ve been clinging to this hope since I was in high school.
That little thought at times was my only will to live.
Now I just don’t know what I’ll do from here. Maybe die?
I know my soul did today. Now it’s time to catch up.
Nothing to hold me back anymore. I’ve no regrets.