Just because I’m smart
Doesn’t mean that I know how
to figure you out.
I can’t take a hint
so you’re going to have to
tell me what you mean.
What is it you want?
You are sending mixed signals.
I am so confused.
Just because I’m smart
Doesn’t mean that I know how
to figure you out.
I can’t take a hint
so you’re going to have to
tell me what you mean.
What is it you want?
You are sending mixed signals.
I am so confused.
It’s hard to act like
I have my life together
I obviously don’t.
It’s hard to act like
I’m organized and on top of things.
I’m obviously not.
It’s hard to act like
My workload isn’t stressing me out.
It obviously is.
It’s hard to act like
I’m conquering life.
I’m obviously not.
It’s hard to act like
the simplest things don’t cause a breakdown.
They obviously do.
It’s hard to act like
things are going to get better.
It’s not so obvious.
It’s a true shame that
I spend all my days
intoxicated
on the thought of you
but the only time
I can tell you this
is when alcohol
actually runs through
my poor weary veins.
I wish I was brave
enough to tell you
how I really feel
when I’m sober but
I am a coward.
That liquid courage
is the only way
to hear words slip from
my silent closed lips.
I’m to take a shot
Everytime I think of you.
…Not my best idea
Why don’t you love me?
I’ve done everything you’e asked of me.
I’ve spent years adapting myself
to be someone you could be proud of.
I work hard to be what you want
but why aren’t I good enough?
What am I doing wrong?
Why don’t I deserve your love?
Please tell me. I just can’t take it.
I need an answer. I’m tired of crying.
I know I’m not perfect
yet I always strive to be
for you, not myself.
I want you to look at me .
I want you to see me,
the person in front of you,
as someone you want to be close to.
But no matter who tells you
to open your eyes and see
what me for what I am,
you always choose to look away.
Why? Wy is so hard to aapreciate me.
I just don’t understand.
Why don’t you love me.
This place is toxic.
I’ve been back for just two days
and I want to die.