I feel like I’m suffocating.
I go through the motions every day
to live the life that is expected up me
but more often than not
I feel like I’m trapped in a life
that belongs to someone else.
I feel as though I am not my own person.
I am just the person everyone else
wants me to be. And I hate it.
I hate who I am, how I look.
I hate my backstory.
I have more regrets than I
could shake all the sticks in the world at.
I can’t change the things about me
to even try to live the life I want
so I keep on living the one I’ve got.
I’m not going anywhere.
Why bother even trying anymore?