Girls Like You

It must be nice to be you.

Girls like you that look like that-

tiny, thin, attractive.

What society wants girls to look like.

It must be nice to be able

to talk about your weight

and weight loss with ease

in public settings like the pool.

But it’s not for me.

I know everyone has their struggles,

and a different mountain to climb,

but when you sit 5 feet from me

and complain about going from

104 pounds to 110,

and calling yourself fat,

it kills me inside.

You are so thin.

You re so confident.

You are so beautiful.

I would give almost anything

to deal with your dilemma.

Because as you stated,

girls our height are supposed to weigh

one hundred forty pounds max.

You may be far beneath that,

but I am far above that

and hearing you flaunt this fact

while I am in earshot

right after I just worked my ass off

discourages me.

I wish I could flaunt confidence

the way you can flaunt your stomach,

but I can’t. I’m insecure.

And my progress is slow

and a long journey awaits me.

But please, just please

let me feel comfortable

and supported

and empowered to take it.

Don’t slow me down.

I have an extra 100 pounds

to do that for me.

 

2 thoughts on “Girls Like You

  1. I keep saying it’s what’s inside that matters. It’s your mind that can be beautiful. We are born into bodies that grow and stretch and go one way or the other, but you can nurture your thoughts. If someone is thin and tall and pretty it does not necessarily mean they are nice. X

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  2. ((Hug)). Some of the prettiest girls around are actually the saddest! And insecure, and yes even envious of other’s! And they often find theirselves competing for attention… becoming everything they are not. ((Hug)) 🙂 You stay on top of Your game!(Success)🙌

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