I would only be living an enormous lie
if I said this didn’t confirm my plans to die.
No Regrets.
Rain has been sliding down the windowsill all day,
yet not a single tear has found its way down my face.
I’m too numb and too lost to understand what happened.
My biggest dream in life is gone now and so am I.
It turns out that happiness just wasn’t in the cards.
My one and only hope that life would improve someday
has just been thrown out the window and is gone for good.
I’ve been clinging to this hope since I was in high school.
That little thought at times was my only will to live.
Now I just don’t know what I’ll do from here. Maybe die?
I know my soul did today. Now it’s time to catch up.
Nothing to hold me back anymore. I’ve no regrets.
Lost All Hope
Alas, I have finally lost all hope.
Nothing to do now except to mope.
I Shouldn’t Have Done It
I know I shouldn’t have done it,
but it was so easy. It just felt right.
How could I stop myself from sliding
into something that felt so natural?
Love had me in it’s grips
and there is no escaping.
One look from you and I knew.
I knew that I was powerless.
I knew I would succumb to you.
I knew that you were the one.
But I didn’t know how much it would hurt.
I didn’t know how it would kill me
to realize you’d never feel the same.
I didn’t know it would take over my life.
Why did I have to fall in love
with someone who could never love me?
You broke me and I’ll never be the same.
Do Not Fall in Love
Do not fall in love.
It’ll only break your heart.
I know it broke mine.
I’ve Given Up
I’ve given up on what I really wanted
And now I feel so empty.
It’s like I’ve lost a part of me.
I am internally haunted.
I’ve given up all my hope.
I will no longer be trying.
I need to stop my crying
I need to learn to cope.
I’ve given up my heart.
All I feel is it’s empty hole.
I feel like I’ve lost my soul
Yet I’m barely falling a part.
I’ve given up on love.
Alone, I’m meant to be.
There is no one for me.
There’s no such thing as truelove.
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