Today is the last day that your name will ever cross my lips.
Your name does not deserve to be uttered by me.
You took something priceless from me that I cannot ever get back.
Six years ago you soiled me and made me feel worthless.
I’ve never mentioned your name to another living soul
because no one else should ever have to hear about you
or the awful things you’ve done to me.
But I just don’t have the time or energy left to carry this burden anymore.
It’s not even a burden I should have to carry.
Why should I be the one who feels guilty when I did nothing wrong?
I’m tired of making poor decisions for my life
just to cover up the pathetic one you made six years ago.
I want to move on with my life and never think about you again.
I deserve to be happy and find peace with myself.
I cannot change the past, but I can choose my future
and I want you to have absolutly zero part of it.
So today I’ll share your name just once,
not here because it’s more attention than you’ll ever deserve.
But I will be taking this burden off of my shoulders
and leave it in the mountains so I never see it again.
I’ll return home with a clean slate, no longer a victim.
It’s time to fight for what I actually deserve in life.