How does on miss something they’ve never had?
How can it cause such pain and a heart so sad?
Can you yearn for a heart you’ve never known?
Can you be buried in feeling not shown?
Do you overthink every lost chance?
Do you regret not choosing to dance?
Why must we crave the things forbidden?
Wy must the grief leave us here bedridden?
There are so many things
I wish I could say but I can’t
so I’m forced to type them
and confine all my kind thoughts
to a 13 by 8 inch screen
for just a few dozen people
to glance upon.
Oh, what a shame that is.
Because how do I portray to the world
the light that is emitted each time you smile?
Or the way the world grows brighter
with every one of your laughs?
Or that life with you introduces
more colors that the human mind
and what an injustice that is.
I know I shouldn’t have done it,
but it was so easy. It just felt right.
How could I stop myself from sliding
into something that felt so natural?
Love had me in it’s grips
and there is no escaping.
One look from you and I knew.
I knew that I was powerless.
I knew I would succumb to you.
I knew that you were the one.
But I didn’t know how much it would hurt.
I didn’t know how it would kill me
to realize you’d never feel the same.
I didn’t know it would take over my life.
Why did I have to fall in love
with someone who could never love me?
You broke me and I’ll never be the same.