Do you ever feel bad
for the crust of the earth
for having to hold up all the weight
that comes from human kinds
continuous bad choices?
the weight of the world is
literally on it’s shoulders.
Some Days
I don’t like the way I look,
for there is very little I can do to change it.
Believe me, I’ve tried many times.
I eat healthily, gain weight.
I go to the gym four times a week, pants don’t fit.
I do the expensive programs and the result?
my wallet slimmer, not me.
I do what I can to accept this is who I am though.
I’ll just always be a big girl.
It is what it is.
However, some days this is harder than others.
Like yesterday when I was getting dressed
and I found a new stretch mark.
I went back to bed and cried for three hours.
Why can’t I be someone else?
I Cannot Be Skinny
I hate that I can workout everyday,
literally until I’d collapse if I worked any more
and yet I cannot be skinny.
I hate that I can eat all the right things
or consume just enough calories a day to survive
and yet I cannot be skinny.
